<3 afresh

2009-09-16T17:33:00.002+08:00

My last post on this blog.

I am letting go of Rey.
He would probably be pleased and happy that I am moving away.
Although I am confused whose way I should be following,
maybe there's someone better than him, maybe there's someone for me.
I don't know, perhaps just moving on with life would be better for me.
Look at our times together, it's perfect. So cherish your boyfriend, after losing there's very low chances or maybe no chances of getting them back.
Even if you found yourself clinging onto it , and loving them when they are gone.
But it's just too late.

I said I would get over times and times again, but I just don't know how.
I don't know what happened to me.
Too painful for me to endure, too difficult for me to get over.
Sorry, but I love you. Bye love - I'm letting go.

Your back which passed through the wicket
Swallowed up by the glow of the sunset
Not looking back, not waving a hand
I understand, I dont turn around either

Its not only a beautiful thing
Engraving the world into my heart
I take a different path, to meet again

The memory covers wonderfully
Our sadness and pain
Why cant I look for the new door
Where the memory is
The days of our renewal awaits
To connect yesterday and tomorrow
I will walk, I Believe Myself

The usual town thrown in confusion of the morning haze
Lets leave the comfortable here
With the one heart, nothing lasts
Its ok, dont worry because it doesnt need to be strong

Dont run away from the pain
Take the sorrow
One day, Ill have such a conversation with you

The memory glitters and
Ill show you our destination
Dont push it forward to the future for me
That of the memory
We are free like a bird
When I flap my wings, I can fly away
I am not afraid, I believe myself

Each future
For us alone to be proud one day
Lets extend a way to the sky

The memory covers wonderfully
Our sadness and pain
Why cant I look for the new door
Where the memory is
The days of our renewal awaits
To connect yesterday and tomorrow
I will walk, I Believe Myself
I Believe Myself

2009-09-09T22:10:00.003+08:00

2nd day of exam .

Finally this is the last paper for this week .
English was okay , I checked it for lots of times already .
Hope there's very little and minor mistakes :) .
I followed all the nonsense instructions , but i answer wrongly for 1 close passage question :( !
as __Lesser___ friction and conflict as ___possible___ .
But it should be Little and not Lesser :( ! . Not sure don't know ..

Went to Chinatown with Natalie after school to pass her Derrick a book , A BOOK!
Then went to boonkeng to eat . waste my money :(
Went home to change and went over to jie's house .
Her babyevil was sleeping and he have 4teeths already :D
Awwwww , so cute ...
Kena scolded by jie for using badwords -.- . Kena threatened to deduct my pocketmoney :( .
That's so not sweeet ! .

Me want to sit bike again :) .
Tomorrow will be studying for History , so dont know if I have the time to blog a not :) .

Awww , donghae is darn cute when he says : " I have alot of interest on marriage and being a father . Even though I am only 21 , I want to be like a father. When they are hurt I want to say, " Oh? you are hurt?" and listen to the kids . I want to be a dad fast. " .

2009-09-08T21:48:00.003+08:00

No confidence .

Went for SS today , and it's the first N level paper .
It's darn difficult okay , did not complete the whole paper but left 1 question blank .
Lost 7 marks for sure because of that .
And maybe because I am scared the first 5minutes was wasted , -sighs- .
So was darn pekcek as I already going to do that question , time is up -.- .
& This paper = gone case ! , the duck looked like chicken + peacock .
I got this super cute friend called donghui , he wrote .



8/9/2009	5:09:02 PM	你行的 .	` Miao.	cos shuo da hua is = telling lies .

8/9/2009	5:09:14 PM	你行的 .	` Miao.	so they illustrate it as a duck becos it got big mouth
8/9/2009	5:09:18 PM	` Miao.	你行的 .	souce D is reliability right
8/9/2009	5:09:22 PM	你行的 .	` Miao.	YA LA !
8/9/2009	5:09:23 PM	` Miao.	你行的 .	LOLS
8/9/2009	5:09:29 PM	你行的 .	` Miao.	THEY GOT SAY ANYTHING ABT RE ELECTION MEHS?

See , cute right HAHAHA .
Another my friend wrote that it's a peacock , even worse :x .
I wrote chicken LOL . :\

After sitting bike feels better :} , as in the mood lol .
Okay , jy for tomorrow's 'N' paper :D !

Why you choose to keep quiet rather than telling me ,
why I should move on ? I dont know how to move on , seriously.

2009-09-07T20:46:00.004+08:00

I am too stupid to accomplish this task .

I don't know , I need a definite answer from you .
I am jealous , without even knowing why I felt that way.
Read about the past , I don't know why I did that .
I laughed at the silly stuffs I said to you in the past , but cried at the parts where it brings bad memory. You were right , regrets are inevitable .
Do you know , you were cruel .
Everyone makes mistakes and was given a chance to change , at least once .
My life wasn't as good as you think , cause it does not feels right .

During the 3 months of not contacting ,
I was at fault for going into another relationships so fast .
But I was desperate in trying to forget you , forget the memories we had .
I want to stop crying , I want to stop all the pains I am having ,
so I went attached , thinking that time heals the wounds , I don't love you anymore.
But I am so wrong , so wrong .
That's why my life's screwed .

I know all these would not change your mind if you decide to leave .
Nothing would affect what you have decided .
Even if I told you that , I've learnt my mistakes and begged for your return , you wont do it .
There is nothing known as ' patch ' in your life .
Even if I tells you how I need you . Even if I've matured , even I've changed .
By doing all these you would not return still .
Maybe you do not have feelings anymore , you just have to voice out your thinkings.
Because you wasnt the Rey I knew earlier on anymore , not my fishball anymore .

Girls would like you , perhaps it's not the way you looked .
For me , I love the way you treat me , but I did not cherish it & took it for granted .
Your character were charming , you was almost perfect for me .
I love your family , your everything . But I wasn't and would not be part of it anymore..
I wasn't supposed to have anymore feelings or any hesitation to move on in life .

It just take a word of yours to motivate me , believe myself I could do it .
But now you moved on , I did not .
I don't know what I could do to bring you back .
If we could try to know each other again .

Finished studying , off to bed soon .
Moodless . imy .

2009-09-07T15:41:00.005+08:00

Just let me be.

I could not forget , my life's screwed .
So just let me live in my world of regrets and stuffs .
I could not accept anyone new . Leading a miserable life now .
I would just wait till you reject or tell me we were impossible to be together again .
Cause it's my fault , this is my consequences for taking things for granted in the past .
After losing then discovered how important it was to me , but these had became memories
and no longer the reality.
Just hoping that one day , you would turn back .

Did not change much stuffs in this blog ,
Removed maple characters , Change tagboard , the rest I left it as it is .
There's no much time left for me to change these codings .

Tomorrow is 'N' level Social Studies , although I have finished studying and reading notes .
But I do not have the mood to do any revision or prepare for Wed's English paper due to me feeling weird & sad , either pmsing or ... i dont know , dont want to too .
I will keep myself busy these few months . Hoping that I would feel better , exploring my interests , earning money , do some dressing up & outing ! :) .
JIAYOU 2009 is ending in months time and soon will be 17 !
0102 , on this day I really wish it would come back in 2010. :')
Just a wish , just a dream . Pisces aint meant to be living in reality .

Outing with ShuJuan , Natalie & Vivien yesterday .
Here are my recent photos :) .

2009-03-09T18:26:00.002+08:00

Rainy days .

I hate it :( .

Today wasnt a very good day i think ?

Cause its boring .

Nothing was done much in school except for me falling asleep ?

Mz Noraini lessons were a torture to me ,

feels like going home bcause th weather was so nice to sleep .

Stayed back for chinese ssp .

Do chinese compre , i suck at it :( !

& Just realised my chinese sucks tooo .

Gambateh :) .

Term 1 -> Improvement made but bad result(s) still :(

Dear doesnt wants to come online :( , so im alone now .

Stupid tartart .

When im bored I'll go to bed since all my work were done :) .

` Holidays are coming ! :D (L)

2009-03-08T08:28:00.002+08:00

1 more day , school reopen-ing .

Sians :\ .

Played maple from 4pm+ till night :x .

Lolols ! .

Completed part of dnt ,

didnt do english Lols . D:

Still have maths yet to be completed ,

and 1 more piece of dnt yet to be completed .

1 day 1 piece wth D: !

Talked to Shirley , Teckhwee and Dennon ..

Shirley : Paiseh i zao first :x

Teckhwee : Study la -.-"

Dennon : -didnt reply-

` Meeting dear tmr for breakfast :D

2009-03-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

Played Privatems ,

idk got privateserver name so retarded .

Went to dear's house and he showed me this particular privateserver

so i played with him cause i find th characters cute :)

Brought almost the whole cashshop down , cheapcheap :D

Complete part of Ideation but still must do alot :( -bth- .

Having breakfast with dear on Sunday :D

` HOHOHOS!

Dope & Hope .

2009-03-05T20:58:00.003+08:00

Just a normal day .
Tomorrow's friday alr ,
finally last day of this terrible week .

Somehow hope next week would be better ,
1 more week to March holidays ,
but i dont really can relax and enjoy till i finished my work ?
D&T ideation ): .

Im tired alr & wants to have some rest .
If 1 day i dont wake up , i wouldnt have stress over school work .
This year is really a tough year , just hope everything would be over soon !
2009 - sucky year for me .
Happy - bullshit .

Have boring lessons today , poa test i lost 9marks str8 .
Didnt went to dear's house as he told me not to go over alr ,
cause my mother behind me nagnagnag !_! .
sad die .

Spent my whole evening on the computer ,
hopping blogs , chit chatting , edit photo . . .

Hoping all these would be over soon ,
leaving unhappiness behind and move forward .
But it still have months to go before 2009 ends .

` lovess .
I wont leave you stupid dear!

2009-03-04T21:31:00.003+08:00

010209 :)

dear ily .

Prevent is better thn cure .

Somethings couldnt be cured ,

so prevention is the best solution of solving the particular problems .

As we couldnt run away and leave it .

Prevent to make sure it wouldnt happen again ,

mostly unpleasant things .

Abit disappointed with my english compo result :( ,

POA test tomorrow , D&T tomorrow D:

Another boring day !

Stayed back for chinese test , totally bwg .

Lost 20marks straight .

Went for lamka's ssp , thn after natallie went off

he saw kungfu panda , thn he say kungfu panda looks like a green monster.

HAHA .

Went dear's house watched the channel U show on his computer ,

he test me for my poa capital expenditure and revenue expenditure .

Me : If you go change your car engine which expenditure isit ? :)

Him : Revenue expenditure ?

Me : HAHAHAHAH NO! Capital expenditure cause it can last more thn 1 year :X ,if every 6 months need change one engine i think you wont want to drive alr !

Him : .... -tickles-

Me : D: !

Forced me to cab home :\ hmm ..

` stupid bunbun :D

2009-03-03T18:06:00.003+08:00

My phobia stays , it cant be cure .
I'll grow up with that kind of mindset , that kind of thinkings .
Im scard of almost everything in th world . -.-
I scard I'll lose bearbear , I scard I'll get betrayed by th one i trusted ,
Im too navie to have that kind of thinkings ,
things dont work out that way in this cruel world .

Today quite happy in school hah! :D .
Dear must be happy too :D

` ily ily ily ! (:

2009-03-02T22:10:00.002+08:00

Red can be attractive ,

which attracts people's attention .

Red can be evil ,

you'll never know when it would appear ,

suddenly , quickly , painfully ...

Physical hurt would cause emotional harm ,

Brain , taking control over everything ..

This is what i saw it with my own real eyes , right infront of me .

How gangster settle things , work things out , etc ...

& I saw it with my own eyes how people outside behaves ,

how friends reacts to this , i saw it , i feel it .

I saw what's love , true friendship(s) .. etc ...

2009-03-01T00:41:00.003+08:00

Happy 1month anniversary :) .

Thanks for everything you gave this month ,
Ily ♥

Time flew pass fast ,

cherishing every moment we get to meet up .

Went to dear house as we didnt plann to go out today ,

finished my maths homework ,

dear check through and i've got lots of careless mistakes D: ,

aRRRRRRRRR! .

Went to novena walkwalk ,

actually wanted to see doctor to remove my nails in my flesh one

but Im late , in th end didnt D: .

Im worried and scard , didnt have this problem before ,

and idk how pain is it going to be ,

idk how much blood would flow out from my finger ,

although it's just imagination but it scares me alr

i dont want to go , all doctors were EVIL ! :( .

` Forever and always ♥

2009-02-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Watched My blood valentine with dear ,
kena shocked almost all the time cause the way
th killer kills th people were darn sick .
At first wasnt scary d ,
cause only see th body kena chopped into half in the hospital ,
and heart's digged out ,
& put into a heart-shaped box .
Th one i scard is got 1 guy and girl fcking ,
thn th sharp part of the weapon just .. into th guy's head
like take a knife and stab the top part of th watermelon and ... !_!

fuck tom okay -.- , hate die him

Went out with a very bad mood cause my batt was low
and i couldnt contact dear ,
& 58 just came !
Walked home angrily ,
and threw my bags everything on th floor ,
called dear and i sound angry (?)
I think i shouted over the phone , -sorry D:-

Went to eat , walked ard , watch movie and eat again LOL . :X
HAHAHAHA & went home ..
Dear's so cute now :D .

2009-02-26T21:45:00.001+08:00

I MISSS BEARBEAR ): !

2009-02-26T19:01:00.003+08:00

Usual school days , nothing special .
Fall asleep during chinese lessons but when i woke up
Lamka's in th class alr D: . -embrass-

Maths do matrix again , and finished th whole chapter . :)
Altho it's confusing but it's easy to understand haha! :X
C.E lessons everybody was using computer while teacher's talking ,
dk what the boys watch but 1 whole group of them were laughing like crazy people
infront of th com .
& some of their laughter were darn funny also haa!

Stayed for mz noraini lesson .
1st time stayed back for her :\
She still wants to change my seats !_!
wth , like that i next time dont want go alr .

Used th same skin as dear ,
but he's more zilian , blog full of his pictures -laughs-
Misses bearbear darn much .
Jiayou for your exam tomorrow . lovess :)

2009-02-25T22:49:00.001+08:00

Falling deeeper .
Time to orhorh ! :)

2009-02-24T18:11:00.005+08:00

Today suck !
was darn tired in school as i slept at ard 2am .
Yet i've to stay back till 5pm in the afternoon ,
im sure my books will be messy after their literature class ._.
Really dont know how she use d ,
I even clear my whole table just for her ._.

Quite fed up , and now dear's shoo-ing me out of the house to have my dinner .
& keep telling me that I only can call him shuai and macho cannot call him cute .
Hah!

Today's a bad day D: !

` The place i belonged
somewhere in someone's heart :)

2009-02-24T00:12:00.002+08:00

Let's post about something happy .

Stayed back in school and do some of my dnt ,
played with xy's hamster :)
Followed sylvia walk around the school hah! :X

Dear came to fetch me after school with food and drink ,
cause i didnt eat my lunch .
& He just pop out from nowhere ,
hah! :x .
Thanks dear :)

没力气总是懒洋洋的
赖着你怀里顽皮嬉戏
是该做些事心里又甜蜜的
不想要不想要张开眼睛
我和你频率如此接近
没压力自在做我自己
第一次感受这种爱的决心
只想要只想要和你一起
i wanna be with you
爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个爱的小屋
i wanna be with you
爱你好满足
享受最甜美的舒服有一个呵护我
不在孤独
i wanna be with you

unhappy shall not post ba ,
i know can alr .
somehow idk why ,
i feels that this r/s was darn different from th pasts
it feels different . . .

2009-02-22T23:18:00.004+08:00

Thanks all for those wishes ♥
Zhenghao , Yinzhi , Sylvia , Michelle , Shirley , Ziyu , Kelee .. etc

Thanks dear :) ,
for helping me with my blog :D
& wanting to buy cakie to my house :x
♥ save money :3 hohos!

Went to buy contact lens and my sister brought me one diary :X
Thn she keep on asking me to choose th one with 1 boy & 1 girl
so i say okay and she paid for it
& told me 1 thing i feel like scolding her ,
she says : " jiejie owe me $5+ things alr , my birthday must buy for me -grins-"
Somemore her birthday and my boyf birthday few days away only !_!
After that went dinner with family ,
and take my cake from the bakery :) .

无法用言语来表达我对你的爱，
我们的爱没有四季每一分钟25度C . ♥

Full lyrics :)

女︰手交給你一生交給你在你眼裡看見我自己直到白頭
誰都不會離棄永恆看得見幸福在心底
男︰牽你手心相伴一世紀我會永遠承諾保護你直到我們
連皺紋都老去也會讓你開心不哭泣

男︰我們的愛沒有四季每一分鐘都二十五度Ｃ我們的愛
今生不渝天涯海角也都會有痕跡
男︰我們的愛心有默契不管是誰會先停止呼吸AVE MARIA
女︰手交給你一生交給你在你眼裡看見我自己直到白頭誰都不會離棄也會讓你開心不哭泣＊合︰我們的愛沒有四季每一分鐘都二十五度Ｃ我們的愛今生不渝天涯海角也都會有痕跡
＃合︰我們的愛心有默契不管是誰會先停止呼吸AVE MARIA
女︰讓我看仔細
男︰永遠不要忘記
合︰所有好心情壞脾氣苦與樂都珍惜重唱
＊,＃合︰AVE MARIAa

2009-02-22T13:31:00.003+08:00

Finally im 16 years old :)

Thanks dear for everything yesterday :) .
I enjoyed th whole day :D .
Altho something happens that makes th day unhappy
but overall im still happy :) .

Went cine to watch KO2 ,
after th show went dhoby to meet sirui with stephanie long .
Otw there saw yinghong o.o .
Looks so darn different ><!
Said helloo and walked off :X .
Bus-ed to changi airport T-2 to eat LOL !
Hahs . But dont really have the time to walk around .

Reached home alr 11+ 12 le .

drawn by Garaa :)
Thanks di :D .

& Thanks to :
Sarah , Dalicia , Lewis , Huilin , Dennon (kaixinguo) , Vivien , Bobby , Delwyn , Weijun , Dalston , Shermaine , Weishen , ex maple friend [Joker] , Sirui , Teckhwee

For wishing me happy birthday :D .

BUT ...
Weijun & Lewis owe me something hor !_! (?)

2009-02-20T23:54:00.002+08:00

1 DAY MORE TO BIRTHDAY :D .

` Hoping wishes will all come true :)
1. LALA
2. (:
3. :O

4th . Can Manage time properly .
5th . Have more time to do other stuffs :)
6th . I WANT A HAMSTER D: .
7th . Good results .
8th . Ngee Ann poly :)

Now only can think of these .

2009-02-20T01:36:00.002+08:00

Dont feels like sleeping :(
Thinking of tomorrow's test ,
dear's sleeping like pig alr :x
Wish him all the best for tomorrow's exam ♥

Still thinking about what he've said :x
It's time for long lasting r/s ,
Give me time to prove that ...
we'll last . ♥

` 20days & still counting on :)

2009-02-20T00:18:00.001+08:00

Basically this is words that dear asked me to check th dictionary D:
-Everyday also got new word !_! -

Memoirs : a written record of a usually famous person's own life and experiences
(like something to keep, that brings back memories.)

Involvement : to include someone or something in something, or to make them take part in or feel part of it
*involvement..like participate.
*relationship is something that need involvement.

Allure : attraction, charm or excitement

Obsession : something or someone that you think about all the time

IN THE END DEAR TOLD ME TO LOOK AT EVERY FIRST LETTER OF THE WORD !_!
Memoirs Involvement Allure Obsession

- M I A O

dear darn creative hah! cute die :x

2009-02-19T15:41:00.002+08:00

Married Rey ! :D .

Stupidest marriage lol ! ,
just a click away to get married :X .
& You cant even see how th other person died when you kill them :\
Just click the stupid wack thn it will show that you've gained 10% exp
Lols! . Ha !

Finding time to relax abit D:

` (: , REY~ :3

2009-02-17T23:09:00.001+08:00

` Eternity .

2009-02-16T22:54:00.004+08:00

Update next time :)
Basically nothing to blog about .
OR can say i dont want to blog about anything .

Dont need to know so much about my life :) ~
and i dont have so much time to blog ,
coping with shyts in school :\

Tags reply :

ET : Hahs you will have it one day :) just like what jie says hah! JIAYOU
Shirley : huh ?
delwyn : HELLOOOO :D
yinzhi : okay :D ~
fooaik : LOL
Weien : hi
Zhendong : Thanks :D
Teckhwee : orhs!

2009-02-15T14:00:00.008+08:00

Ichigo & Soulsociety captains

cannot find greenie picture D: !

hitsugayaKON ♥

♥ My ugly drawings D: ~

(blue) - drawn by Lewis :\
compare it with th anime :3 :X
(orange) - no need compare worst drawing on earth !_!

2009-02-15T03:10:00.001+08:00

& oh , i think i saw Mr Lee th D&T teacher tooo at marina barrage ,
with his wife i think :\
That man looked and talked like him .
Totally e same :x so idk ar haha!

2009-02-15T02:42:00.004+08:00

Marina Barrage .
It'll be nicer if you go there , phone camera isnt that good D: !

This year Valentine day isnt th same as th past ,
at least better then th rest :) .

Went to dhoby , cathay to watch movie :D .
Saw huilin and yinzhi there ,
so talked to them awhile haha :D .
Surprised to saw them there :x
Went to vivo next cause dear wants to find his ganmei
so i said okay ,
he chatted with her awhile thn when we going for dinner ,
i saw weijun , dalicia , zikang & other 4T1'o6 people hah!
Asked for my friendship day gift from weijun - but this present is joking d lur :x -
But im serious about my birthday gift haha! :X
7 days more :D .

Thn ate dinner with dear at marnia sq .
& We cabbed to marina barrage cause i kept telling him that
its a nice place to go :D .
So he said okay hah! .
We went there walk and walk , after that he told me that ,
its a nice place but there're too many people alr that makes it not very nice .
Because today's valentine day

Ate dinner with dear at marnia sq .
& We cabbed to marina barrage cause i kept telling him that
its a nice place :D .

But it wasnt very nice today cause many people went there to
celebrate valentines' day with their family , friends or boyf/girlf ..
So it was full of people :x
Dear said because of these , it made th place not very nice alr .
But we went there to talk and talk and talk and walk around th whole place :x

Dear fetched me home , and gave me my presents :D
Im not showing it in blog because he doesnt want me to post :x .
Im not also using th present , as in take it to school or what haha!
& Dear smsed me saying that he likes what i've given him :)
Thats good haha! :x .

Thanks dear for today :D

2009-02-14T09:25:00.003+08:00

"Etched deeply in my memories, was the day you sworn to be
MY VALENTINE"

Memoirs of my first,
Yakking in my mind.

Vowed to stay true,
And never find someone new.
Love but not lust,
Eternity, we shall last.
Never to sway,
Time will show the way.
I love you, my dear,
No doubt, I'll always be near.
Etched deeply in my memories, was the day you sworn to be

Thanks dear (: .

2009-02-13T20:20:00.002+08:00

Friendship day gift from Lewis :D ! .

Went plaza sg with shermaine ,
we brought our things and i went back to serangoon
while she went out with her louis :) .
Saw Michelle & Lewis there .
Abit chua tio :x , cause didnt know they actually know each other!
Hahs so asked him along to accompany buy gift and wrapping paper,
Michelle came along too (: ! .
THANKS BOTH ! .

Dear says that he saw me :\
Dk true anot :x .

Today's friday th 13th . But today i not suay at all
plus im in a very good mood now :D ~ heh!

` TOMORROW IS TH DAY :D

2009-02-12T19:28:00.005+08:00

VALENTINE'S COMING :D .
2 days more♥

I miss dear alr !
Keep thinking of pinching his cheeks everytime ,
Dear too cute alr :x ~ BEARBEAR ♥

` Я Σ Y says:
*D:
*dont want !
*bearbear hates the water.
*okay i have to go eat !
*brb ~ x;

Mooody today .
In school sian , but can concentrade if never talk or what :)
Homework , Homework .
D&T folio ):

` Saturday , 14feb :) .
♥ lovesloves

2009-02-12T00:41:00.007+08:00

唯一 ♥ BENDAN !

Shouldnt stress dear up alr :( .
& im not shagua D: !
Jy & Gl for your tests , exams & your future car license :D ~

` 用这一辈子去爱你 -
♥ I only love you , dear . Nobody else ):

2009-02-10T18:42:00.002+08:00

Got these when i went to NYP :)

At first thought it was going to be very boring like temasek poly :\
But better hah! :x
Its still boring !_! .

Its smaller then temasek poly ,
& SMALLER! - no food - .
So its a wiser choice if i go to Ngee Ann poly :x .
Nicer foood heh! - dear tell me d lol -

Kays school was boring !
But english lesson was FUN :x
Learnt those words that can be used to suan people :x
And Mr Lim even told us how F-U-C-K came about hah! .
So today's english lesson is intresting heh .
Full of nonsense :x

` Tomorrow! :D

2009-02-09T20:11:00.002+08:00

School was boring as usual ,
but idk why today so bad mood :\ .
Took my test , went home take my POA textbook
and went to find Jansline jie :)

Thn her boyf force her to eat vege ,
thn i gheykiang go tell her say " haha lucky he not my boyf :3 " .
Thn he looked at me and say " you also same , must eat ! good for health ! "
Omg lur ): ~ .
So i ate abit :D . Jie must eat ALL hahaha! :D
Still , lucky my boyf not there -phew- :D .

Cause i know dear very good one , wont force me eat vege :D
If not he also have to eat it !
HAHAHA! :x

Thn jie's boyf teach me until Trial balance for POA
& taught me Probability for maths ,
completed homework ;D !
& I've got 2 packets of fries FREEE haha! :D
THANKS YOUS MUCHMUCH .

` ♥Dear , imy D:

2009-02-09T00:23:00.002+08:00

Chiong D&T , finishing but still design specification idk how to do ):
Do halfway went out with my aunt to popular to buy things
Met jie after that , hah! :D
Went bugis to eat , thn go to her boyf's working place to eat
after walking round th shopping center and after eating an icecream .

` Stupid bearbear ! :( ♥

2009-02-08T00:11:00.002+08:00

Miracle-x3

Added into fam conversation by Bobby !_!
Went to th fam gathering in free10 ,
& this was th picture taken :) .
And i dc-ed shortly after .

Dear im waiting for you! :(
so slow ....

2009-02-07T21:33:00.004+08:00

Went to jie's house to ton yesterday night with bearbear :) ,
& i got scolded for shouting over the phone by jie
after hanging th phone with my auntie :( !
She wanted to go explore those empty flats near her house ,
but luckily she lazy to climb th stairs .
Cause i kept telling her that i dont want to go ):
bearbear's curious LOL !
And we sat in th void deck & nobody lives there .
Darn cold there .

So she told me and bearbear those ghost stories
and those haunted house they visited .
& Its so .. that that time jie went to th RedHouse and
another batch of people went in with fire ,
it's bearbear they all ._. !
Lols ...

Tahan-ed till morning and went home
Passed my stop and dropped off th bus at zhonghua there
walked bearbear to th bus stop and i went home :)
& he's now chionging his project ,
and im rotting here , tomorrow it will be my turn to chiong .
Need to complete D&T . sianed
Stressed . Flooded with homeworks .

Didnt know that there's so much tags :o

Angie: Miao xian , link me up cans ?
Linked , but you didnt link me
bobby: yea change alot sai... keep change boyfriend LOL!!
Lols ._. , you thn change alot of sai !
sirui: who cause you with so much touble? take it easy larhs. loves ~ :]
Erm nevermind , cause i was dulan at that moment when i post that
michelle: LOL . did ie rili change so much . aniwaes link me ? will link ue up sooon (L
Michelle: last sunday meet say hello to ue ue ask me whu am ie . LOL .
Hahs thanks :) , Sorry but i really cant remember alot of people :( . Espically th boys
and some girls of cause :x

` ♥ It's you & me :)

2009-02-06T15:14:00.003+08:00

shutup & fuckoff .
DIDNT KNOW SUCH PERSON EXISTS ! .
Just fuck off lur .
Stop stalking me outside okay ._.
You aint my friends or whatever , you dont have th rights to do that.
Causing so much trouble , everybody came looking for me
BECAUSE YOU TOLD THEM SOMETHING !
I didnt know you would do that .
knn .

2009-02-05T22:21:00.002+08:00

School suck! .

P.E , english test , chem test tomorrow ! ._.
Sianed , really dont feel like going to school .
Still have SS ssp tomorrow , maybe im not going again
cause i want to sleep !_! .
But better thn wasting my time serving detention :( .
Dont really have time for dear ,
he also dont have much time for me ! .
Stupid school , exam , tests & project T.T

Miserable schooling life ._.

2009-02-05T00:20:00.002+08:00

Chiong-ed D&T .

School sucks today espically English lesson !_!
Although teacher joke but i didnt laugh as he confiscated my handphone :(
But he did returned it to me after lesson ,
if not i sure suicide alr !_! .
He's right , Handphone is a treasure to us
without handphone for a day we would be dead :) .
Just found out today that teacher was darn racist :x

After chinese test , which ended on 3.15pm .
Went home to get ready to meet dear :)
Sms-ed dear said that i was ready to go
but he replied me saying that he's packing his bag all that.
Actually he's on taxi coming to fetch me :D
Hahs kena shock when saw him sitting under my block .
Thn I just say " Aye? how come you here? ;o " .
& He laughed :x .
So cute nahs :) ,
Thanks dear :)

Reached home at ard 8.45pm , chionged D&T homewrk .
No time to revise for POA , dieee liao T.T .
Friday still have English & Chem test !_! .
Stressed , school really darn suck !
Exams & tests sucks too :( !
I WANT MY SATURDAY & SUNDAY !

` Some people are just liars
cheating others feelings & back off using th same old excuses .

2009-02-03T18:26:00.003+08:00

School was boring today ,
but tried my best to understand what th teachers were talking .
Fall asleep during bio lesson when miss tay asked us to do textbook questions ,
cause my head was alr quite painful .
I really did sleep in class , but woke up after miss tay poke me D: !

After school went home to chat with dear awhile ,
went back to school for D&T :) .
Tomorrow need to see lan 教师 ,
but after that than i can meet my dear bearbear ! :D .

` Make it right this time :) . (L)

2009-02-02T20:13:00.003+08:00

Class as usual ,
was quite happy today :)
Cause smsed baby in class & detention only until 2.50pm
But tomorrow i have to serve till 4.30pm :(
Normal detention , i dont like kays !
Well, i dont know what lesson are there tomorrow :\
But it's going to be a very boring day .
Monday to Fridays - BORING! .

i wont leave baby even if im top hated in cff :( .
cause they are nothing to me alr .
I rather im being hate than to .... :)

2009-02-01T21:49:00.002+08:00

Went out with primary school classmate .
watched bride wars , its quite nice lur :) .
Met rey and he forced me to eat my dinner :( - so bad -
went home after that :) .

2009-02-01T00:24:00.001+08:00

Went to Marina today :) - .
Watched chingay awhile walked around marina square .
Its nice lur , esplanade still as nice as ever :)
Dont know why but i just love th view of th banks & buildings
& th flyer .
Watched All's well ends well 2009 :)
Watched alot of movies alr :x .

Th wedding game
Love matters
Inkheart
all wells ends wells

2009-01-31T13:46:00.001+08:00

►GEMINI--HARD TO LOVE (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Good personalities.
Loves relationships. Addictive. Loud.

►ARIES - THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. (3/21-4/19) Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners..Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. NOT one to mess with.

►VIRGO - THE BEST SEXUAL PARTNER (8/23-9/22) Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it.Cool. Loves to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

►SCORPIO - THE VIRGIN (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person.

►AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CAN'T TOUCH (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

►TAURUS - THE BAD BOY OR GIRL (4/20-5/20) Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Best kisser. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out
if it comes down to it. Someone you
should hold on to.

►CANCER - HARD TO CATCH THEIR HEART (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long- term relationships, if you can actually get them to stick around. Extremely energetic. Wild. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Normally not a Fighter, but will if neccessary. Someone loves them right now, they just dont know it.

►LIBRA - THE PIMP (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor. Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

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►PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with.

►LEO - THE SEX MANIAC (7/23-8/22) Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with...they will kick your ***... u might end up crying...

►CAPRICORN - THE SEXY ONE (12/22-1/19) Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word.Rare to find. Caring. Smart. Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.Loves to smile.Beautiful laugh.Patient.Amazing in the you know where..!!! Bit of naughty.The one and only.Sincere..very cheeky.

2009-01-30T19:18:00.002+08:00

Last day of January ,
1month passed :) ! -finally :3-
Left around 9months more to end of year HOLIDAY!
But it's still long :(
Lols havent finish N or O level than thinking of holidays alr D:
Cause i hate going to school , darn stress :\

Few hours more to Saturday than can get to meet ... :)
In a good mood now heh! :P

Need to buck up alr , cannot skipp anymore lessons
& need to clear finish all my detentions ): .
& things that i owe teachers .
Than i'll have a peaceful life in zhonghua :) heh!

2009-01-29T23:03:00.000+08:00

(L) , Just came home :)
Tired & i want to sleeep alr :) ! .

2009-01-28T18:45:00.002+08:00

Cuteeee :) !
I want this doggg !

School was extremely boring ,
maths ssp was -.-" LOL .
Do 2 standard diviation questions using 2 different formula
than can go liao ._.
Nothing much today , everything's still th same :\

hehs im happy today :D .
BOO! (L)

2009-01-27T23:13:00.000+08:00

It's still too soon to call it love
But I know it's more than just a crush
We're getting closer everyday
And when you look at me that way
All I can say...

Chorus
Is if I open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
Will you be the one to make?
My dreams come true
If I, if I open up my heart to you.

I got a feeling this could be
Something I thought I'd never see
You're on my mind night after night
Something keeps telling me
It's alright
So give me a sign, so...

Chorus
Is if I open up my heart to you
I just need to know you feel it too
Will you be the one to make?
My dreams come true
If I, if I open up my heart to you.

You could be everything
That I've needed
But I can't take that chance
Till I know that you're with me
Till I know what you are feeling
Till I know just where you stand

Till I, I, till I, know just where you stand, till I
Will you be the one to make?
My dreams come true
If I, if I open my heart to you

Will you be the one there?
To help me get through
If I, if I open my heart to you

2009-01-26T22:08:00.002+08:00

Read Horoscope thingy Lewis gave me :)
Its quite true anyway :\ .
Than im th stupid Venus pieces !_! .
Weird got so many many types o.o"

Nothing much today too .

2009-01-26T11:03:00.002+08:00

260109 .

Accomapny jie to bugis , met lewis there too .
than went to find Jason :) .
Walked around th Junction & slack till ard 5 pm .
Thn jie went to clarke to find her boyf x.x"
After that we went home :) .
Cause everybody was rushing for dinner .
Ate my dinner and went out at 8pm to watch movie
with Lewis , Rey , Jason & i forgot wht's his name :x .
After movie , they went Macdonal to eat ._. "
Than Lewis sent me home , Jason ran away :3 .

MUHAHAHA : You not happy dont come here lurr ._.
Not happy with my picture dont see la .
Nobody ask you to come my blog , not happy dk how to press [x]
But go tag , zai right .
Somemore it has th same ip address as shermaine's xiaoji tag .

一切都结束……

2009-01-25T01:00:00.003+08:00

Didnt post yesterday as im tired & not feeling well .
Th weather is bad nowadays everyone is sick :o
Today is alr chinese new year eve :)
-cause its 1.03am alr (: HAPPY NIU YEAR-
Told jie i will be slping at 12am now alr 1am i still online D: !

Went bugis to watch The Wedding Game with lewis and qitai ,
Th show is darn nice hah! :D .
So i dont regret throwing my money and watch that show (:
Too bad qitai 15 years old cannot watch ' Love Matters ' .
After that went to kajiao Jason cause he's working there :x .

Met Rey today toos , hahs x.x"
Fishball face . :)
Talked for awhile and he left to find his friend .
Thn ET came and we went to Mac and buy icecream ,
saw weijun & zikang at kfc ,
kena shoot like dk what ._. ,
this kind of kor , tsktsktsk ! .

Lewis sent me home together with qitai ,
cause qitai is going to his cousin house which is opp my block .
So lewis have to accompany me till my doorstep
cause im scard :x .
Thanks and sorry for giving you th trouble to send me home hah!

Meeting jie tomorrow at her place which means i can play my swing :)
- maybe ? -

独自一个人走远，
希望很快能回到从前。
找不到你，找不到自己，
我舍不得这样就看不见。

2009-01-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

Im darn bored this afternoon
so i watched one ghost vid and
ahbengs show , cause i was clicking on gang songs all those stuffs
as i said im bored than i came across this show :\
So i watched it , th front part were funny
behind part vry lame and boring alr :\

Part 4 .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rc8C0oKXbWk

- you all ownself find n click -
Cause i want to watch this part one ,
th pink guy so cuteee ;x

Ghost one :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=prAxwSZ_fD8

Pranks :

Th pranks is rey give me watch one ,
cause nowadays dk why keep talking to him hmm ...
Didnt know he so friendly one :x

Baby is back to singapore alr ,
welcome back :) .
But everything changed .
That how i feel now lur lol :\
Sorry if i didnt have time to accompany you
cause im really busy nowadays .

This is how i spend my cny this year :)

complete maths worksheet
complete D&T folio .
complete tution homework
visitings
watch tv
go out with friends after having dinner at home
Interview ( D&T )
Research (D&T)

Stupid right ._. , floooded with homeworks .
Suckiest cny okay & th stupid economy is down
so i dont expect money to roll in my pocket :|.

2009-01-21T16:01:00.002+08:00

Picture i just edited ,
caused its long ever since i took picture .
- its not long but i've deleted away :x -

School was th same :) - boring .
But im looking forward to P.E lesson this friday :) ,
expecting to play some fun games like last week .
Slept during C.E lesson cause im freaking tired ,
Slept when Miss Pinky Tan is talking :x . hah ,
I really fall asleep somemore :( .
Schooldays sucks , i still love saturday(s) most :D

2 days more to chinese new year ,
happy happy , getting money again ! :D .
Heeees , but i dont think will get alot cause th economy is down :(
sad die :'(

I missed baby , he still didnt message me :( .
Chiong studies that's why i didnt really go imagine what
would happen to us when he's back .
It can be happy , sad , angry , all sorts of emocations .

No try . No gains .
No love . No hurt :( !
` D A Y S N O W A R E S U P E R M I S E R A B L E .
Going crazy soon xD .

` I want to be happy everyday ! :D

2009-01-20T23:26:00.002+08:00

` Homework
i drew it during social studies period .
BORING ~

Schoool was boring as usual ,
than th stupid mz rinne shouted at sher & me (idk how spell her name).
Just a table and chair -.-'' , change our seats
dont want help us move than down there kpkb .
Darn pekcek , didnt pay attention throughout .

Miss tay gave 1 mroe detention again -.-"
lame leh .

After that went home play audi for awhile :)
Than talked to rey :\ .
Idk why now can talk so much with him thn last time nothing to talk about ,
maybe cause of my boyf :x

-tution- nothing to post about :3
Except shermaine drew one devil and pork.
Cause she get one answer -2000 somemore is
sealevel -2000 , than she say that time will go hell alr .
After that th correct ans is 2000 , she say ,
this time round go heaven liao :)
Than Mr Chio say , no la where got go heaven ? .
and she drew o(=..=)o and she put one big tick and write A+
and super fei change hao :x .
Than it worth 10marks :x .

baby didnt message me after ytd's quarrel
sian , hais . D:

` Busy with stuffs
but i miss you ):

2009-01-19T21:57:00.003+08:00

Isnt happy today ,
cant wake up in th morning
& was darn tired .
Tomorrow still need to go for D&T thing at Nanyang Poly ,
till ard 5 :( .

Quarrelled with baby in th noon
& now i text him he doesnt wants to reply .

Rushing homework soon ..
No time to waste . tatas .

I dont understand .
it sucks :\

2009-01-18T23:47:00.001+08:00

Brought chinese new year stuffs (:
& im happy with what i've brought today .
But im super tired , going to rest now .

Just finished my homewrk
Thanks =) for teaching me :D .

Baby quick come back ,
3days you're gone .
it seems like 3 months sial ._." .

ily ...

2009-01-18T12:49:00.003+08:00

Night view
Evening .
Marina barrage

❤ } ` Fucking nice place , i wants to go again :)
- with boyf this time round? hm .. :)

17.o1.o9

Went to dhoby and meet sirui , qifang , weiteck
thn saw ET , Jie's di , Ahlin , Ahsa , Ahwei , stephanie & her friends down there ..
( they are always there anyway :\ )

Than we went to eat , walkwalk , all those nonsense ..
Bunked awhile , my skills dropped boooo! :(
Than went to say byebye to Jie's di & ET ..
Trained to vivo with weiteck and qifang ,
he tot he can take his pay today but in th end ,
wasted my 40cents going vivo with him -.-" !
( pay me back :x )

Went bugis walkwalk & find jason
qifang treated me eat korean fries , thankyou :)
Although it dont look like fries but yeah , still thanks :)
After they left went back bugis street find jason as i dont feel like going home
than he asked me to wait for him :\
After everything end it was like 12.30am or smth ?
& i missed my last train :( .
But 1 train is avaliable to Boonlay & Changi
So idk where to go , feel like going to find jie at merah but she'll be sleeping
so nevermind , didnt went to find her :( . ( i miss her boooo ! )

So Jason called his father and asked him how to go marina barrage ,
& we went there , it's a super nice place .
But it's tooo windy .. :D
Loads of couple were there hugging all that
& made me thinks of baby :(
( wish he was there tho )
After that jason is hungry so we went to find foood :3
From marina walk to Cityhall ._."
My leg was aching but nvm la just walk cause im hungry tooo :x
Its darn romantic at those places at night .
But esplanade there i dont want to go altho i liked it darn much
cause it makes me thinks of ...... :(
1st guy who brought me there so ... lol
Than saw this couple playing music
th guy also darn sweet lurr :3 -jealoused - :(

Jason was funny and joke until he's tired
Told me all th supa lame thing ._."
& he told me about his ex tooo :x
cause he say next time he wants to bring his girlf to marina barrage .
He even planned what's he's going to do for valentine day
when he got a girlf , money & time . LOL
Okay la , he's quite romantic .. :o
Than he told me how many girls wants to jio him all that :x
Told some of Jie's ghost stories to him ,
he down there ... :x HAHAHAHAHA!
Im not scard but im laughing ,
but th way jie says is much more scarier .
Her eyes is scary! D:
But i love my jiejie lots :D

Saw alot of people from school sial :x
Saw chenyee in mrt when was walking to bunk
& going vivo time saw anthony , kelvin and th rest idk who isit
went bugis saw geetat , perper & hool .
Hahs! :x

P.S. ; Jason say i xiaomeimei never been to romantic places before ,
than i dont even know such place exists in singapore .

:( No people bring me before how i know sia ?! .
Im 16years old nia , Jason is ahpek ler , 19 years old
- wonders enquan grow alr ma :x hope not HAHHAA! -

4days left :( . Baby , wish you were there .

2009-01-16T22:24:00.002+08:00

School as usual ,
but today's P.E is more fun :D .
Hahs , so maybe th next P.E lesson I'll bring my shirt and pants :x
Than i can play , haha!
Miss Tan pms ._.

Went to find Jason at bugis ,
disturb him while he's working :x
thn he disiao me , th auntie helped me heh! :D .
Orbi ! . nehnehneh :3

I miss baby sioll :( .
24hours didnt see him alr :( .
Baby quick come back !

2009-01-15T20:02:00.004+08:00

i look ugly !_!

school was boring tday , nothing intresting :\

Rushed home to meet baby ,
cause he said what left 2hrs .
Thn when i reached his house he was still on his way home LOL :x .
Chatted with ahben on phone and he was telling me
what show is niceee lol ! hah! .

Thn ate baby's cookies (: .
Sad die , baby is leaving tonight alr till 22jan :(
But when he come back it's my mother's birthday so i couldnt meet him :(

7 days with no baby ard D: .
♥ } ` baby i'll wait for you (:
iloveyou

This feeling ...

2009-01-14T19:53:00.002+08:00

Suddenly im not in any mood ,
dont know why .
But i dont feel this way for vry long alr :o
Maybe it's jealousy but still .. need to have trust in baby .
Even if i cant also must do it ,
th fact is i cant do it :(
I dont trust any humans on a planet called earth .

Watching maple music videos ,
hoping to pass by a nice song or video :D .
& Im fucking tired .
Waited bus 58 with baby bcause he's taking bus home :) .
& bcause he came to my house and looked for me :) .
Thanks baby .

School was same everyday , just that it's more tiring on wednesday ,
didnt find lampa tday cause my eyes darn pain .
So walked home with shermaine ,
She make me laugh like shyt again :x . hah!
Darn funny when she say what she've done at escape
& th viking ship d is th most funny one ,
Cause she said got one girl sat infront of her
scream like tio fuck . thn she demo for me to hear .

♥} Aint feeling right ;

2009-01-13T23:24:00.000+08:00

see wth th ' =) ' told me
IM E BEST!! E BEST LOOKING, SMARTEST , BRIGHT, INCREDIBLE, HEART THROBBING, LOVABLE , IN E WHOLE WORLD =P

._. he's th most bhb nooobshyt i ever seen lol ._.
& he wants to fly :) & die most probably :)
Bcause of his weight haha! .
Monitor must set good example , but he's th opposite hahaah! :D

Schoool darn boring tday ,
got th O level D&T question , & its about tidiness :\
Skipped mr ng D&T lesson and went home . :(
Jie came to find me to do her blog ,
after that something happen that makes me pekcek ,
shall not blog about it , dont want people to know :) - personal -

But today during bio lesson i laugh like mad ,
cause teacher was teaching about th stoma thing ,
thn i ask shermaine thn how seaweeds survie underwater .
thn she asked misstay after that natalie asked
' Is seaweed a living things ? ' .
thn shermaine say ' Is natalie a living thing ? ' . :x
Thn i down there laugh ..
After that shermaine points to th cardboard and ask me
' are those real ? ' .
Thn i reply ' they are dead '
Shermaine give me one diao face like th one she always use
th ' o(=..=)o ' i think so idk how to write oso , nvm :\
Thn shermaine say ' i ask you if they are real , you tell me they are dead -.- '

Went for tution and laugh like siao again
cause i take out my phone to check time
than mr chio went AHEM AHEM AHEM ! for quite sometime
thn i see th time alr thn i put back and say
' i see now what time lurr i never sms '
thn shermaine down there laugh .

♥ } Baby dont say that word again ,
it hurts hell lots .

2009-01-12T20:19:00.003+08:00

Went to baby house , caused he said he tmr will be leaving sg

Everything was normal today , but it's darn boring in school
thinking that i'll be staying in school till quite late tmr
thn sian diao ..

Webcamming with sarah now :) .
Hahs! , she likes my bearbear given by baby :D
cuteeeee :D

Baby's going china on 15january :( .
1 week cant see him or maybe more ..

2009-01-11T21:00:00.002+08:00

Passerby :
Aye ._. too free huh , spam finish pinguo's blog want come mine ?
aint singapore's passerby too free ? . Passby thn passby la
read my post want comment so much ,
& oh , you think lurr . I didnt contact him for how long before i've got a stead .
I morning just sent him 1 ' goodmorning :) ' & he asked me to study .
& he asked me to move on , you know nothing and you want to spamm ?
Do you know me ? or just some idiots who passed by & have nothing to do hm .. ? .
Find out th whole fucking truth before you spamm kay -.-"
& you fucking dk who am i . wthhs , what's with kids brains nowadays ._. "
peabrains , brains full of peas that's why cant function properly :) .

Im wasting my time on you , block, banned, dlt , ip change come bak spam i
stuffs , all i have to do is block , bann , dlt .. As simple as that ..
you are just wasting ur time writting nonsense
just a few clicks everything will be gone , dumb.

Went out vry early to meet baby at church o.o" .
Was bored so used my phone to go internet until he asked me to stop using ,
so i messaged shermaine awhile & weilie di keep spamming me calls ._.
Complaining alot of stuffs to me lolol !
After that went to j8 to watch movie , its boring until i falls asleep inside :\
& met nigel's nuer , and she seems to be unhappy for th whole day ,
thn baby says it's my fault bcos i appeared and he happened to fall for me ,
if not they both would cpl alr :\ . - it isnt my fault ! -
After that sent his friend called justin if im not wrong home ,
after that he walked me to th bus stop hah!

He brought me one pinkbear & ring for me tooo :)
Thanks baby :D . x3

2009-01-10T22:31:00.003+08:00

baby is cuteeee , small boy hah!

me & qimei jiee :D

Went to meet baby in th morning
& i was vry late :( sorry ..
Forgotten to buy ppc also cos Jansline jie hse there dont have any 7-11 :x
Thn accompany jie home toos :)
Didnt play my swing today cause she wasnt in th mood :(
She told me " mei today can dont play anot "
Thn she tell qimei say i everytime go her house thr sure will play swing ,
las time ton also play swing , thn she bth . Ahh!
How can you say this !? D: .

Qimei Jie trained down with me to merah ,
Made her cant meet her boyf :( - i am bad D: -
Thn at bunk play 1hr+ d audi , expensive ! D:
After that brought 1 comb same as jiee same colour somemore
thn she say we can be twins alr :x heh!
& after cny gng shopping with her so yeah , sure buy lots of same things agn :x
& Jansline jie taught her how to ' dui fu ' me when i dont want to eat
Sian :\ . I'll die under th both of them ,
use i scard e most d thing come threaten me :\ . !_!

Bunk was boring !
Saw ahlin , ahsa & ahwei there , always there d x.x" .
Thn i asked one stupid question LOL .
Ahwei dao-ed me ._. ohwell nvms :\ .
he can stand beside me and look at my jie's di com
& didnt even say ' hi or hellooo ' to me :\ .
Ahlin at least got come say hi , ahsa got smile smile . wthhs
Pangsehhed Jie's di , im so sorry :(
& ET walked off by himself , sorry toos didnt pei you :( .

Ah imissyou baby :)

{ jealoused D: .

2009-01-10T09:46:00.003+08:00

I feel terrible now :( .
This world sucks really ...
From what I've seen today . that message .
I think boys just sucks to th core espically grown up mans .
Altho its not me who experience it ,
but it's th one i loved lots .
Humans , complicated creatures

Really it sucks -.-" .
besides im happy tday , see that message le also no mood alr.
Kns wtf is this -.-"

2009-01-09T23:14:00.005+08:00

my cat on friendster ;D ! Cuteee! :D

Went to school , tired .
Cause slept quite late yesterday :X .
So im tired now , but still have to update lurr ,
if not baby will say , wa today never update ar !_! hahs! .

Went to Mr Lim lesson , thinking that he's going to punish me
for not bringing english workbook
- actually hide it in my bag :X didnt do homewrk -
But in th end didnt , he intro-ed one book call ' night '
i forgot th author's name :\ . & he said that it's nicee .
After that continuation of zhonghua secondary ghost stories :X
but only abit lurr , i also dk what he talking about :\ . .

I fucking hate P.E , force me play :\ .
Under such a big & hot sun ask me run & play basketball
- actually i do run , for a short distance :x -
that includes running to th canteen to buy food hohos :x .
Lame lurr , i hate P.E kays! :( .

Th taxi driver is funny :X

hahs! . :x enjoyable taxi ride yesterday .

Thanks unclee :D .

& thanks baby for asking me to take cab home LOL ! :x

Went to baby house , his audition cant play :\ .
So watched him dota awhile than go do my own stuffs :x .
& he treated me ice-cream :D , thanks baby ♥
After that went to playground & he expect me to climb th dk what lol
I scard of height :( .
Now he's sick claiming that i put perfume !_! - i dont even put any lol -
that make him sneeze alot ,
whole day stay in aircorn room of cause sneeze lurr also not my fault :'( .
Now he went out with his parents to watch movie ,
Im here waiting for him to be back to chat with me awhile
before i sleep :) .

imissyou kays :)

2009-01-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

Went to school , horrible day in school
cause almost every lessons is 2periods .
Before recess 2 periods of POA , 2 periods of E-maths .
Really feel like dying ._. , cannot sms much somemore ,
pinky tan will confiscate , lamka will issue his ' yellow card ' -.-"
Recess followed shermaine to th canteen , smuggle food up to th class .
Saw chongchong and we ran up th stairs thn came this cheeena biang
Shermaine down ther make fun say
' zha-r men-r yao qu escape '
' zha-r men-r yao zuo ai '
' R- R- R~ ' .
Thn i was laughing like shyt .
During C.E lesson she made me laugh like some crazy person
who just came out from th IMH .
& i saw ebasti kor d friendster pic :\ . -anyhow hug zarbor one woa dangerous!-
wei xian ren wu number 2 ,
cause number 1 was alr taken by my cousin :) . ATK ATK ! (monster died).

Met baby at j8 & watched ' YES MAN ' again !_!
Bored , almost fall asleeep & its cold so its quite comfortable if i got my bed there :D
Baby is darn darn cuteee kays :D . hah!
love die you :D .

It's th new beginning :) ;

Happpy :D

2009-01-07T19:57:00.002+08:00

Went to school as usual , kena called up for detention .
After that we didnt go and see him but back to class for lessons ,
chinese lessons sucks , th teacher crapped thru-out th lessons .
Didnt learn anything much today :\ ohwell ;
chinese sure cant get A1 for sure :( .

English lessons starting was boring & i was either daydreaming or smsing .
After that Mr Lim started telling us ghost stories that happened in zhs ,
cause huilin , sylvia keep pester him to tell us :X
Dk if it's true uh , i'll ask my cousin when chinese new yr comes :) .

Went for detention , tot mr chong wants to scold me and shermaine
for not going to detention yesterday cause i went home and slp hurrhurr. ..
But in th end he didnt :) , let us off at 3.30pm & copy passage 1 time :D

Went home audi with baby & jiee :) .
After that something happen got a little upset ,
so i went hopping blog hohos! .

Shirley ; Cindy ; .
Aye hmm .. what i want to say alr said ,
it's up to you to believe .
Im just taking all th blames ,
I wont be able to go back to CFF ,
& i'll lose all my friends inside cause of th stupid gathering .
Cause if anything happens everything will still comes back to me :\
Even if im not wrong just admit it sua ~ hmmm .....

{&} ; ` Just doing everything that makes me
sounds like a stupid & bad person :\
none believed ...

My Greatest Fear

2009-01-06T23:01:00.006+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Disappointment
Death
Commitment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

It's somehow true :( ! .
Im scard , but hais ._. ;
All tx guys are dead ! .
alive ones are alr ATTACHED ._.!
How pathetic can my life be , hmmm ...

r u vampire or human? Your Result: vampire u like the taste of blood and human flesh.u also like not only ur own blood but others to.u like the looks of blood and flesh when hungry.u crave the taste of blood and flesh every day.u like the looks of humans and try to resist to not bite them.
human
r u vampire or human? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

A vampire O.O! :o

My school life sucks :(

2009-01-06T14:24:00.003+08:00

Fucking horrible today! ,
stupid teachers that make my days horrible :\ .
Feel darn sleepy in class also ,
hard to sms baby sorry for all those late replies :( .
& i not purposely d , i never mia lurr lol ! .
Im still hereee :) ! .

today mayb touch audi for 10mins only :(
sad , thn baby wns me to study :(
sad . but its for my own good :).

Not looking back ):

2009-01-05T21:00:00.002+08:00

School was horrible today!
espically history & social studies ,
really making me fall asleep ._.
Not i want to , but it's tooo fucking boring !
Didnt know what to do , so end up cutting my nails x.x
Really got nothing to do .
Th tcher vry idiotic siol , made us all stand up and answer her stupid question ._.
It's th lamest thing i ever seen a teacher had done .
Thn they both kept talking for th whole fucking 3 periods !
Although there's a recess in between , but i swear im going to hate monday(s) darn much!

Rayner asked me to study , everyone said th same thing to me ._.
Went for detention & my finger also break . Terrible .
Bth anyhow write thn go outside school eat with shermaine and her friend .
Thn went to find zhiyuan cause he came just to see me ._.
Just for 1 or 2 hours , travelled from pasir ris to serangooon .
He's really darn boliao -.-" !

Went home & audi , find my cpl to pei me .
But he looks like a busy man now , cause he didnt reply me ! LoL!

` # Seriously i want to get over ,
without your love i'll survive well and alive .
Why i would fall for you
& let myself ended in such a misery .
Why you was not th one for me
th world is such a letdown .
Im not believing in fairytales ever again .

2009-01-04T21:14:00.003+08:00

I dont know when my life will starts to get better ..
I cannot move on , i cant fucking fall for other guys ,
I've got 4 fucking detention , which mr chong say if im good
& dont skip detention than he will cancel .
TGH is my fucking form tcher ! ._."
It's terrible 2009 .

Went to merah to find jiee & zhiyuan came too ,
slacked ard , talk rubbish till 6.28pm+
Thn i rushed home to go dinner with family ,
fall asleep in th car ._.
& almost fall down when i juz woke up x.x .
Cause my vision was blured LOL! .
- actually almost bang th wall also LOL -

Happy birthday rayner :) .
i cant forget you but nvm , wish you all th best :)

2009-01-04T10:06:00.003+08:00

TAGS:

Bobbby: I do th ' click click ' blog for you le . Shi typo ar :x
haha! .
baobao : (L) Die you tooo nahs :) . xiexie!
MIKATO : Lol aiai , haohao i finished your quiz :) .
Fooaik : Lols , ur girlf come chop u :D! I down there -claps- :X
Snowie : !_! , where got like that one ? Everytime bully me one lor T.T
ET : Sorry ! im a little busy ytd :(
Shermaine : Lols , share they eat finish for you . Shermaine will never share
here foood / snacks :3 . & dont be boliao lol !
Feng : fengfeng <3 :)
Rayner : How to be happy sioll ? :( , I miss puppyeyes :(

2009-01-04T03:44:00.007+08:00

Edited blog until 3am+ !_! .
Took so darn long to change th colour codings ,
now darn tired .
Tomorrow still need go to th job agency there ._.
that's even more boring , i hate going there! :(
But got what choice , they so troublesome! .
But going find Jansline jie afterward so im happy afterall :D ,
I MISS HER SO DARN MUCH !
Meimei wuxim d :D . {♥}

Today went out with zhiyuan & ames :o .
Went to cyberdoome and played audi awhile :) ,
skill all dropped till kns ._.
After that went to find ET & jie's gandi at zonex .
Jie's gandi , keep sayang my head idk why ._." .
- stop touching my goddarn head! - .
Thn went to sengkang with zhiyuan & ames
to ames gan dear birthday party :) !
Idk i go there for what la , but just follow lor got psp to play why not :D .
After that i need to go home
cause father called and asked where am i ._. "
So reached home at 9pm+ . :) !

{♥} I'll move on ! :)

1) Name your besties ;

Dalston ; Shermaine .

2) Who do you miss right now ?

♥ Jansline jie :D

3) Who makes you laugh in school ?

Shermaine & friends :D

4) Why "she" (Ques 1) as your BESTIES ??
Everything also can be solved by her hah!

5) What did you do with your friends and you are very proud of it ?

` wobuzhidao !

6) Who is your best friend forever (girl) ?

` wobuzhidao

7) Who is your best friend forever (boy)?
` wobuzhidao

8) Do you know your friend's friend ?

Of cause lurr ._.

9) Name 10 besties ;

♥ Shermaine
♥ Dalston
♥ Dennon
♥ Feng
♥ Snowie
♥ Huilin
♥ Delwyn
♥ Bobbby
♥ Mingwei
♥ Ben

10) What is No.2 favourite hobby ?

Playing audi , going out :D

11) What is No.4 favourite subject in school ?

CHINESE !

12) When is the last time you meet No.3 ?

hmmms , few mnths ago

13) What if you never get to meet No 1?
Cant be d , i see her every weekdays!

14) Descirbe No.6 ;

A good girl :D

15) Descride No.7 ;

Always saw her in mrt , orchard blah!
- out of no where LOL -

16) The one thing you know about No.5 is ....
She is being loved by me
& i'll suntan her bcos of that :D !♥

17) How well you know No.8(%)?

hmmm.0%?
-boys are hard to knw :3-

18) Who is No.9 best friend ?

bobby lor!

19) What will you do if No.2 said she hate you ?

I'll tell him " hate lor , waste ur time nia -.- "

20) No . what is best ?
Im th best :3

Pass this quiz to 5 people ;

1) Shermaine

2) Keleee

3) Delwyn

4) BObbby

5) Snowie!

And those who are willing to do the quizz :D

QINGWEN TELL MII DO!D:

psps . so long den do th quizz.now nth do.

so do keke.><"

A . People who have been taqqedd must post this on their bloqs

B . Taqq 8 people tuhh do this quiz & those who are taqqeddcannot refuse .These ppl must state who they are taqqedd by and cannot taqqthe person whom they were taqqedd by .

C . Continue this qame by sendinqq it tuhh 8 other people

1) Shermaine

2) kelee

3) Delwyn

4) Bobbby

5) ANthony

6) Snowie

7) Anyone

8) Anybody

1. What have you been doinqq recently ?

Playing , lol .

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?

It will auto off when there's no batt left D:

3. What happened at 10am today ?

Helping bobby do blog .

4. When did u last cry ?

Few days ago ?

5. Believe in fate/destiny ?

Yep :( !

6. What do you want in your life now ?

A person to care for me & love me.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up ur hood ?

Both i also dont .

8. What's your favourite thinqq tuhh have on ur bedd ?

Soft-toys :)

9. What bottoms are you wearing now ?

shorts -lol-

10. Whats the nicest thinqq in your inbox ?

Baobao say he'll be there for me :D
&s
New yr wishes heh!

11. Do you tendd tuhh make a relationship complicated ?

Nops

12. Are you wearinqq anything borrowed from anyone ?

Nops ._.!

13.No 13.:D

14. What are you proud of ?

Nothing

15. What does your oldest text msg in ur inbox says ?

I dlted ._.

16. What was the last sonqq you sanqq out loud ?
Guo min .

17. Do you have any nicknames ?

of cause .

18. What does ur last text msg says ?

Goodnight message ._.

19. What time did you go tobed last niqht ?

forgot

20. Are you currently happy ?

NO.!

21.Who gives you the best advice ?

Jansline jie .

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from can ?

no.

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night ?

Zhiyuan .

24. Is somethinqq buqqinq you now ?

Yah! ):

25.Who was the last person who make you lauqqh ?

If on th face laugh is amey & zhiyuan
But im not happy at all ._."

26. Do you wear toesocks ?

no._.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from ?

Anthony

28. Have you ever had your heart broken ?

of cos x.x

29. What annoys you most in a person ?

None

30. Do you have a crush on someone ?

Yes . but giving up alr ):

31. Have you ever done cocaine ?

32. What is the colour of your room ?

white

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks ?

Unless i've gone crazy , i may do so :)

34. Do you believe in the saying ,' Talk is cheap ' ?

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?

Me .

36. Who was the last person to hug you ?

:( Rayner

37. Did you see the last person you kissed recently ?

No :( ! But i want to !

38. Do you have a life ?

I hope i do .

39. Have you ever thought someone died , when they didnt ?

Yep , i tot im dead .

40. What is the reason behind your profile sonq(s) ?

How im feeling right now ._.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams ?

TANGUO

42. Last time you smiled ?

Hmm ? smiled happily ?
when i with him bahs at lego shop D:

43. Have you chanqedd this year ?

Dont think so.

44. What are you listening to riqht now ?

xiang - zhang feng qi

45. Are you talkinqq tuhh someone while doing this ?

They all are slping now ! 5am soon

46. Do you walk with your eyes closed or open ?

open la duh -.-

47. Is there a quote you live by ?

48. Do you want someone you can never have ?

I hope i can .

49. Have you ever played an instrument ?

YUP!!

50. What was the worst idea you’ve had this week ?

Give up on him .

51. What were you doinqq last night at 11p.m. ?

Sleeping

52. Are you happy with your love life now?

No , im not .

53. What sonqq best describes your love life ?

Guo min - rainie

54. Does the person know you like him/her ?

Yes , but we cant be tgt :(

55. Who always makes you lauqh ?

Jansline jie & friends .

56. Do you speak other lanquaqes other than enqlish ?

57.Favourite website ?

My blog , friendster

58. Whats your middle name ?
Miao

59. What do you think you are like ?

Be dead better than alive

60. Who will you choose to die with ?

myself

61. Where have you been today ?

alot of places ._.

62.What qame do you play often ?

Audition

63. Who are you missinqq now ?

JANSLINE JIE!

64.If you had to choose between your friend or your lover which will you choose?

Friend .

65. What are you doinqq riqht now ?

Half-asleep

66. Which primary school are you from?

Naval base primary & zhonghua primary

67. Name 3 colours that you like ?
Red , pink , black

68. What emotions do you like to show ?

See what's my mood

69. What is your life to you?

Sucks , wants to end it earlier !

2009-01-03T11:34:00.003+08:00

Im bored as usual , so decided to edit pictures :x
Although it's not nice but uh , just do it la .
Also wont diee :x .

Single life was great , i can do whatever shyt i want !
Lols! :x , but i still need people to love me lurr ,
as in not boy girl that kind :x .
Im alright with friend's love heh! .
Until i fall for another boy again - dont think so -

Shermaine ; sweeets :D .
Let's sharee on monday hah!
If i got money i try buy also :D .

2009-01-02T16:47:00.002+08:00

Today sucks alrite :(
no people message me when im in school ,
i also cant reply much even if there was :( .

Wasted one whole day in th school hall ,
listening to th tchers talking craps ._.
suaysuay! .
today darn suay ._.
not only kena 4 deten but alo keeep see till ...
._. " !

SHERMAINE! pay back my sweets D: ! .

{&} imy . trying to stop loving you :(

2009-01-01T19:49:00.005+08:00

I feel terrible ..
no one cares . why would i make myself so miserable because of you .
I understand this is only like . not love .
but it feels different w/o you smsing me .
I have no choice but to give up . so what if im sad .
I still need to hold on to life & be strong .
You're gone & you're not meant to be mine . i've to let go .

我把你就好像……
像是把一条最爱的鱼放生回到海里
是该开心 . 因为它将会找到自己想要的，所爱的；
伤心 . 因为它再也不会回到我的身边；
那条鱼会找到更好的，会给它幸福的，也会更开心。

放走了，感觉并不好；
失去了，就怪自己为什么以前没做得更好；
或许，可能 ……
你也不会离开，都迟了 . 所有的事都不可能挽回。

我只能站离你最远的街头，
默默地望着你，
希望你会幸福。

我的心，已经是空的；
再多的 ‘爱’ 也装不满。
再痛，再难过，都要装成无所谓
为了不要让人担心，
为了让你走 ……

多希望你能再往回望我一眼，
我知道这是不可能的。
放弃了　～

2009-01-01T10:10:00.002+08:00

Tonn-ed at east coast park ,
with jansline jie , ET , nicholas .
totally tired . . .
I spent my night playing psp , listening to jie talking ,
playing swing , watching uncles dance :x , and eating ..
Really darn tired .

Watched sunrise ,
it's beautiful when th sun just rise :)
Saw 1 couple infront of my so sweeet ,
making me so jealous cause i've no boyf ,
even if i have they wont be like that to me also :( ! . -Envy-
Beautiful things just never last always .
Life is too imperfect .

After that bus-ed home and i fall asleep ,
Nicholas woke me up and say can take 45 home ,
sorry i wont pangseh my another friend on th bus while i go home .
& sorry , i dont like people that keep talking to me when im sleepy
cause i will keep think why this person keep making noise vry annoying leh ._.
Plus my feelings uh ,
I really no feelings ._." .
ET thanks uh :) ,
seriously i owe you this time .
Cheerup too :) .

Tomorrow is th day im falling into hell .

Clayton : Aye idk :( It's complicated .
Fooaik : LAME LA U -.-!
dalston : happy new yr haopengyou :)
Keimus : hahs baobao it's okay lurr , thanks for th newyr message :D
im not angry with you :D
DH : -.-"
delwyn : hehs okay :D ! you tooo !
Sarah : HAPPY NEW YR ! hahs! :D

2008-12-31T14:54:00.002+08:00

Wishing everyone a Happy New Year :) !
Thanks all my friends for this year :) .
Thanks all my gans for this year tooos :) .
You all helped me thru all th troubles i cant handle myself
without asking for paybacks :) .

Although im moody today ,
but i'll try my best to smile throughout th celebrations im going later .
How i hope i can dont bring this year problems to next year
& how i hope i can dont bring any love . saddness . hatred .
To next year , but this i cant do it :( .
Guess im still fucking immature ,
Jiejie need bit by bit teach me what's right and what's wrong !_!

I also dont intend to bring any mood to next yr ,
so to those jio-ing can you all please give up ? .
I dont feel like stepping into any relationships :\
Not because i want to forcus on my studies .
But i dont intend to love again :) .
Although idk i will last how long being single .

{&} Let's be friends :)
That doesnt mean im not waiting lol ! .

2008-12-31T00:01:00.005+08:00

Sorry , i dont think i want to have any boyf .
I dont even understand a simple word , ' love ' .
Just feels that i've never loved anyone before .

Sudden have phobia for r/s ,
sorry i dont want to be hurt , or hurting another person .
So for now I'll just be single .
Im not a goodgirl to hang out with ..

New yr eve lol !
But no moood ehs ~ .

Saddness fills , happiness ran . Regrets stays .
Unable to love anyone again .
Im not th old me anymoree , i wont be th same .
Love / like / crush , hurts .
To actually know that i didnt love anyone before .
Bcos up till now i dont get th meaning of it ,
it's pointless to try & to carry so much burden by myself ,
Suffering in a r/s . is unbearable .
' ILOVEYOU ' means nothing to me but sweet-talk ._.

{&} ; How i hope you're th one for me
But i dont think you are :( .
到死，我都等不到……
除非我爱你，你爱我。

Angel

天黑之前我踏不出思念
天亮之前我还在想念

没你的夜星星都不再耀眼
没你的天只剩灰色一片

你一直在我的梦里出现
我的伤心你总是视而不见

Guardian Angel 能不能让我再见你一面
我不要童话结局这样改写
Angel 能不能让我们再爱一遍
就算倒退一天我都想要体验

没你的夜星星都不再耀眼
没你的天只剩灰色一片

你一直在我的梦里出现
我的伤心你总是视而不见

Guardian Angel 能不能让我再见你一面
我不要童话结局这样改写
Angel 能不能让我们再爱一遍
就算倒退一天我都想要体验

Guardian Angel 能不能让我再见你一面
我不要童话结局这样改写
Angel 能不能让我们再爱一遍
就算倒退一天我都想要体验
让我再闻你的脸

2008-12-29T22:11:00.004+08:00

Went out with nicholas ,
met him at dhoby ,
thn was thinking about finding rayner ,
but in th end never lurr cos his boss there .
So we went to vivo and walk ard ._.
after that when im bored of vivo
i told him say i wanted to go to cityhall .
After awhile there i need to go home alr
so we headed home :) ~ .

blah! <3>

Aye..

2008-12-29T02:06:00.007+08:00

Your hand wasnt easy to hold ,

Your hug wasnt easy to get ,

Your kisss wasnt easy to receive ...

Your love was th hardest to feel !

Dont hint alr ):

Someone will keeep say

woah someone hinting me wor :) .

{&} My hug ? :D

2008-12-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

Today was a bad day i suppose ? .
Keep kena scolding from auntie ._.
i didnt give attitude thn she say i keep give her attitude ,
vry pekcek ar .

After tht went to dhoby ._.
listen to jie talk cock w her friends , i down there playing psp heh!
Saw rayner , bcos of his sunglasses i think ,
he looks different o.o . LOL ): !
Thn went to ps to buy my things
after that watch jie's friend play dj max ,
falling asleeep there ._.!
After that jiu go home alr :) !
heeee! :DDDD

2008-12-28T11:59:00.003+08:00

Thanks
jansline jiee ♥
rayner ♥
mikato aiai ♥
mingwei :)

Ehs , i never hong okay ._. .
I didnt even do anything to Rayner ,
I asked him thru sms ,
" I got hong u meh ? "
He replied me no .
I'll never hong him or other boys ._.
Mind what you have said in my blog & to others .

In th cab what did i say ? .
I say I want look nicer only ._.
I send tootie what ? .
Still same ma , dress up look nicer , so that i can wait until him ._.
Ehs , this is not call neeed face to get boys .
Dress up , makeup , is what girls do to look nicer .
There's no wrong , is he himself asked me to do that d :)
Get every right beforee you say anything .
You can spamm more , cause i on phone that time .
You ask th boy whom i talked to ,
i got say i want hong rayner not ? .

You're stupid ,
i wont hong him in th first place , i wont treat him as how i treat u .
I wont even flirt w other boys if i get this chance .
So there's no wrong waiting -.-" !

I HND ? wonderful :) !
Get th meaning of hong before you used it ,
ytd i even asked ard what exactly is hong .
They say , hong is you juz break with your stead ,
within few days or few weeks get another one .
So do i have any stead ? :) .
I only have people to jio me ,
no neeed to pity them , cause i wont even flirt w them -.-" .
You go ask how i treat them thn say :) .

I backstabb you uh ? .
come tell me what i've said ? .

xPINGUO : cant believe u are actually liddat
xPINGUO : i seriously bwg
❥` Tanguo : ehs , i didnt do
anything hors , is she wn go find u d -.-"!
xPINGUO : even ask jansline to come lecture me
❥` Tanguo : i didnt -.-
xPINGUO : nvm
xPINGUO : dun say abt jansline de
❥` Tanguo : dont believe sua
lor , you believe anot up to u
xPINGUO : but i cant believe u are a backstabber
xPINGUO : i mistook you le
❥` Tanguo : ._."~ , i also didn sae anything lmaos -.-
xPINGUO : i truly regreted
xPINGUO : act innocent
xPINGUO : ya
xPINGUO : thats wad u can do always
❥` Tanguo : ok la u tell me wad i said
xPINGUO : in cff, gain sympathey nia
xPINGUO : make everybody side u
xPINGUO : i seriously bwg abt u
xPINGUO : and abt today de
xPINGUO : sua
xPINGUO : pretend i dk u from de start
xPINGUO : u will nvr appear in my dictionary agn
xPINGUO : i hate you
❥` Tanguo : ._."
xPINGUO : bye =.=

Hey pls see it urself , you fking didnt reply my question -.-"
I dont neeed anyone to side me ,
this r/s my fault is that only 1 week i went out with
bobby , rayner , ahben , xiaopang , mingwei ...
You go ask them what i do ? .
Watched them play arcade , play w them , watch moviee ,
accompany rayner work for few days .
You call me i didnt ans for 2 days .
& you break .

Jie told me she didnt even lecture you ._.
She only ask you some question ,
& she said this is what you owed her .
She also told me she said that you and cin wont last over 1mnth ,
this is not what i told her d ,
i only tell her cin is from msia .
& she is now your girlf ,
th others i didnt tell her to say .

Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
eh tell him he peng simi lan jia0 wei ccb just cus go out with fren = hong
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
liddat go sch talk to principal hong-ing principal ah?
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
talk to S.R Nathan = Hong Him ah?
❥ ` Tanguo - Cut me apart says:
tis is call hong
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
tell him
❥ ` Tanguo - Cut me apart says:
no hong is like how say stead brk le , thn few days later stead agn
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
talk to boy = hong
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
liddat girl = restricted to talk to boy le
❥ ` Tanguo - Cut me apart says:
Lols
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
tell him
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
he dun understand meaning
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
kp lanjia0 ah?
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
liddat is hong
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
this world hor
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
if girl talk to boy = hong
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
like that this world
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
= boys / girl Seperate worlds~
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
Half Half le

Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
ppl like mi younger den him
Tpy XiiaOcaL <> Frm BEaTTy - ๏̯͡๏) says:
oso understand wad hong

This is what xiaopang say ;
& it's true (: .

2008-12-27T22:31:00.003+08:00

Found this picture at home :)

Played with qifang last time lol ! .

Went to cff outing ,

& because of me i think , made everyone unhappy .

Shouldnt have go nor ,

if i go should bring blabla along .

Or maybe find someone who can be my boyf for that day LOL!

Sorry .

I know it's my fault to appear down there .

But mind what you've said ._. ,

I dont need anyone to sympathies me ,

I didnt ask jansline to lecture you or anything ._. .

Okay , i did tell ppl abt th r/s things .

Most with sms shown , you want to see what you've written ? .

It's th fact that you played audi ,

spare no time for me ,

& i went out w other boys ,

you sent me that kind of sms ,

i ignored you totally for 2days ,

& break .

You can hate all you want ._. ,

it's your choice ._. .

Okays finee thn treat it as my fault okays ,

I shouldnt have appear in ur life ,

You shouldnt even appear in my lifee .

{&} ; Single best !

2008-12-27T08:21:00.002+08:00

Going bathe soon ,
thn gng orchard meet tootie and ley alr :) .
But dk what to wear ehs ,
later no moneyy :( .

Hohos , hope today will be happy for me :)
Esp when in noon hah! :x .
misssed :D .

./ Hard-to-get :( .
I neeed you to love me ..
only you :) ~

2008-12-27T02:09:00.006+08:00

Audition - movmov ): ! bu

21 people online hohos! lol ._.

188bpm - Lovely

136bpm - Be my lover

Angelica (breadman head) , me & aiai :DDD

edited by tanguo (: ! , 15hearts lolol .

Play audi when i reached home :3 ,

Conference mingwei and jiee thn they talktalk ,

jie complained that my anime too loud

& i dont understand wth they talking w/o th sub

so she suggest i off th sound o.o"

- it aint intresting anymore if i off ): ! -

Went to play audi shortly after watching bleach .

Thn she say my music too loud ._. LOL ! .

& ask me mind my language when i shouted fuck lol!!! D:

It's common LOL ! ):

My skills all deproved , sadd .

Heard mingwei play be my lover on his com ,

so i played that song and ss-ed my score

700k + w chance 6 , so it aint goood at all ): !

Played w pie & bobbby ._.

thanks for th money earned and thanks for wasting my dens ._.

Lols .

After that played w aiai & angelica (breadman head)

Angelica isnt a girl , it was boonbing's name that aiai gave :DD

& he bullied us ): !

Played movmov , 3245 techno party & you with him

& we LOST !!

STUPID ARSEHOLEEE

HE MISSED AUDITION -YOU 2 times hohos! :DDD

i said i would blog abt it :)

P.S : this isnt call bullying , this is call sharing ! :D

2008-12-26T19:44:00.001+08:00

:( ,
no mood ...

2008-12-25T22:39:00.003+08:00

fooaik : lol? .
MIKATO : ): ! aiai next time must talk to me firs :D ♥
delwyn : Merry xmas :D ♥ Aw I SAW YOU gng orchard but
i didnt call you ! D:
boonbing : You most -.-" Dk who say wn plae table tennis
in th end boh ! , play for me seee ;D ! noobbbiee haha!
Rayner : ♥ :) helloos

Keimus : idiot ._. " .
MIKATO : hahas okays :D loveed ♥

2008-12-25T14:38:00.004+08:00

MERRRY XMAS :D .
Thanks for all th smses , tags , comments :) .
& all th wishes :D

Saw cck , kawaii & jason at plaza sg at ard 12am+
cck go dk whr ton x.x"
thn i asked him go die cause he didnt jio me out to play ,
he tell me that he's too young to diee & he doesnt wants to lol !
Jason is gng movie thn he reply me all those ' lahs ' ,
thn kena scolded by his zarbor friend that sat beside him :x
- LAUGH DIE ME , ORBI -

Ton ytd at jie hse ,
thn she brought us to this place where got swings ,
thn she talked about maple again :o
i play until i almos fall asleep on th swing ,
she told me " mei you want sit here and slp ar ? " .
After that she bring me to her void deck ,
but she told us ghost story ._. ,
i want sleeep d , thn she tell th ghost story she even want to leave me
alone at tht void deck :( !
After she brought her tea ,
she continues with her stories ._. " .
- i hear beforee alr -
Still , she dont let me sleeeep ._. "
i rlly bth , eyes want to close alr ,
so she kept me awake until th next morning and bring me go eat lol !

dumb ;
i'll wait for you la ! ._.
unless you reject me nor :)

mikato : scard you scold me mar D: , that time you
angry with me .
bibi : BIBI ! merry xmas ! <3>
boonbing : ._." .
Christel : Merry xmas to you tooo :D .
fooaik : Merry xmas :D

2008-12-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

IM BORED BORED BOREDD !!
currently in cyberdome T.T
darn bored & im tiredd D: .

imyy ~

boonbing : mai ehs tooo lazy :D
mikato : where got dont have wor ? . you nvr talk to me alr!
=) : eh! sorry !
huizhi : eh ? , you didnt go cy this yr uhs? .

2008-12-24T15:32:00.003+08:00

Preparing to go out & meet Jansline jie :)

Today i should be happy :)
Like ahben say , even if i sad i also cannot show it .
Because today is xmas eve and everyone should be happy :) .
Wake up quite latee today ,
went to play audi :) .
Leveled 8 heees !
Thn i went to talk to bibi awhile ,
& busy finding my blogskin lol !
Missing him tho ,
if tonight he can accompany me ,
that will be niceee .
& because of 1 song i went sadd ,
but after i go out i wont ler !
Must be happy , even if i cant also must force myself to be .

Okays , im happpy ...
SUPEEEER happy alrights :DDDDD .

MERRRY XMAS to everyone :D

2008-12-24T01:30:00.001+08:00

(: audi audi audi
ehs chiko sorry for not replying :( forgot to reply ps D:
online more often la dey! lovees ..

Pinguo&cin : last long .

2008-12-23T22:03:00.002+08:00

Sleeep until 11am+ tday :x
Phone sucks yeeer! ):

Went out with qitai , mochii and atk friend agn
lols ! , tmr i also dk how dont feel like gng out ehs ?
Went to watch yes man and accompanyed qitai to meet his audi cpl
aint pretty but a psk :x
Waitting for love matter to come out on 22jan09 ,
my mother bday falls on that day
so i dont know if i could watch it anot :( !
It's fking funny okay ._.
Walked pass rayner's shopp
-i does tht everytime i went plaza :( -

i seee no hope , i wanted to give up .
but , i cant :(
& i wont , i will try and wait .
I just neeed one chance from you .
ily ...

2008-12-23T03:05:00.005+08:00

❤TANGUO ,

bored & edit picture ,
updated blog ( profile , post ) .

2008-12-23T00:03:00.004+08:00

Went out with mochi or mocho eh i forgot leh !
Aiya , atk's friends (:
th other guy idk what's his name ;o
Went to meet them and they eat all that
walk here walk thr ,
in th end never watch yes man ): !
so disappointed .

Walked passed rayner's shop ,
but didnt go in . lolol
dont dare bah (: .

After tt i went home ,
cause mama ask me to go home and eat dinner
and i said okay (:
- dont want spend $ -

Joined miracle-x3 ,
Bobbby's fam lols! ._.
Thanks for th welcome :) .

But still , i missed cff :(
cff was th fam that i feel happiest in ,
but because of r/s i left .
I'll missed you all even tho th fam is gng dead .
But i'll remember th times spent tgt :)
Thankyou so much for all those times ❤
Cff huat ar!! .
Best fam ever :D ❤

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEYLEY ❤
cannot forget me (: !

bibi cheerup (:❤ ! , tanguo will be here for u :D

Thanks for all th memories in cff ❤
xiexie ni men :D

- tootie
- ley
- bibi
- nat
- perper

i want you ! :( .
i want hug !
-dreaming-

2008-12-22T03:34:00.002+08:00

Why i would make myself so upset bcause of him ._.
Now i understand why it's better
for people to love you thn you to love others -sighhs-

Couldnt sleeep lur !
But can tell he isnt th one for me :( !
Pathetic life of mineee .

Isit right to give up everything ? .
Saw smth that shouldnt be seeen ):
jealoused , sad - idk ._.
things cant go on like this ...
he wont be back for me :(
Never ever will .... ....
Guessed that i've just got to move on ,
but ...
ily :(